I am going to dieOh my God, oh my God, oh my Gaaaaaaaawd!What have I done?I think I should dart from the balcony.Or before a train.Or into Hudson River...in a deep and rapid chute.I am perfectly sure that James from now on has nothing left for me than contumeliousness and will put me off his friends list. A godsend for Mr G that upcoming Wednesday. Oh GAAAAAAAAWD! I'm toast!Remember John HObbes in Fallen?There are moments which mark your life. Moments when you realize nothing will ever be the same, and time is divided into two parts - before this, and after this.This is one of these moments. And I whish I could turn back the clock.I was on m